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Something I've been wanting to get out

 There's something about loneliness that I just can't seem to accept. It's that even though you're with yourself, you're not with yourself. In the sense, you're always in the thought of why would someone leave you or treat you bad which makes you leave eventually. You're hurt and crying over it again and again. Four months have passed and I haven't been able to move on from the recent experience or trauma, whatever you wanna call it. It wasn't her fault, it wasn't mine. It was just the timing that wasn't fine. A lot has changed since then, I've become stronger...I no longer let people in my life as easy as it used to be, I'm still a sweetheart, but probably not for everyone. Being sweet, nice, kindly comes with a lot of disappointment and frustration which then leads to vague sadness which you can't define. Last year, I got close to this girl, for those of you who know me, you'd know who...and things were going smooth until sh...

Depression / Mental Health

There's something I had to tell you all about mental health. The older generation people think that it doesn't exist and they think that we younger generation keep saying that we're depressed and that's the reason of our bad mental health. I mean, I really don't get it. If your kid is saying that he doesn't feel up to the mark or doesn't feel good about himself why don't you look into it, provide some support in any way possible and not cut him off saying that "It'll be fine, it's just a phase" or "Theek ho jaayega, chinta mat kar". It won't be alright until you help them work on themselves or give them a little push they need. I too was in a really bad place, for various reasons... I've grown, I've changed and worked on myself to get better and where I am. Yes there are nights like this one where I'm not feeling too good about myself, but it's not everyday where I used to cry. I can't say that I don...